I'm sure you've had this experience where you think you are in a place in public where you are finally alone without a care in the world, until you see someone you just don't feel like seeing or talking to? I just had that experience and right when I saw him I just ducked down. I'm so glad I'm wearing my beanie right now. I feel bad that I had to do that, but in the computer lab there are computers right next to each other and every time he sits next to me, he is always checking out my screen. I just want to say, "Hey Alan, would you mind not looking at my screen?" But I feel kind of bad if I had to actually say that. Anyway, right now he's just helping someone with their HTML homework.
Alan, who is 35 or so, claims that he is a "feminist" which is very interesting considering that he's a straight man. But, who am I to say anything about that. Let's just say, that's very...uncommon. In any case, he always has the urge to hug me everytime I see him for the first time in a while. I'm just not down with that. If I don't see someone for a long time, I might walk up to them and say, "Hey, dude! How are you?!" And we might talk and just catch up. But hugging, and making a big entrance...okay...not for me. *Oh shit he just got up. Anyway, after having a day working with the kids at the elementary school, I'm down for just having a little of time to myself before heading to work. But, I should know better since it's the freakin' computer lab.
As you're reading this, you're probably thinking, Why the heck is he talking about people he wants to avoid while going to a community college? Well, to answer your question, because I'm always in the moment and just like to do what I feel like doing without worrying about what people think or do...except in this case with Alan. For example, if I saw my ex in here--OH SHIT!--I would just stay where I am and maybe duck down, but I wouldn't like run out of the room just to attract more attention. Also, it just gives me something to blog about haha.
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